Another Weekend

It is just unbelievable to me just how quickly a weekend can go by. I think it is mostly because the past week was so extremely stressful. Logan had another acute asthma attack and ended up back at the doctor. Lat time the doctor sent him home with a nebulizor. This time he not only has to use the neb 4 times a day, but now they have to put steroids in the neb 2 times a day. Poor little thing. I so remember those days with Denver. Only back then, you had to go to the hospital for the neb treatments. I sure hope he grows out of it. I wish I lived closer so I could be there to help.

It was pretty stressful at work too. I guess my job is going to be changing. That is what management tells me anyway. In order for that to happen, somthing has to come off of my plate. The things they are talking about taking off of my plate are pretty controversial. At least that is what they tell me. Nobody will take on those duties. My questions is, since when do they have a choice. For me it has always been that you do what they tell you to. I did not know you could refuse to do something. Anyway, now they are trying to figure out what to do with these duties. I feel like I am being blamed for this by my co-workers. I did not ask to have my job changed, I was just told. And actually when I talked to one of the senior management team, I asked if I could know what was going on. He said they were not prepared to tell me yet. I asked if I could be in on the "discussion" about it. He said he didn't even know that. Hummmmmmmm

I just feel like every aspect of my life is in flux right now. I sure hope that this week things will work themselves out. I am leaving it all in God's hands right now. That is all I can do!