Well, it once again time for me to do a little blogging.  I feel a need to put some of my feelings into written form.  Some things have happened recently that got me started thinking.  Thinking about my life in general.  Am I the person who I think I am or do I have a distorted view of who I am?  Am I the person God wants to me, or do I just think I am.  Hummm. . . .  I have done a lot of "soul serching" the past few weeks.  I am so not the person God wants me to be.  I am so not the person I thought I was.  I am humbled and somewhat humiliated at some parts of my life.  There is many moments I wish I could do over and be a better person.  But I can't dwell on the things I cannot go back and  change.  What I can do is go forward and change me.  Change how I function and change how I treat people.  Change how I react to situations.  And most of all change how I see myself.  Beginning today I vow to be a better person.  A better wife, a better mother and grandmother, a better friend and better co-worker.  But most of all I want to make a difference in other people's lives.