You know, I feel like I have wished my life away. In high school I could hardly wait until I got to college. In college I could hardly wait to be done and out in the working world. Then after we had kids I could hardly wait until they got potty trained,got into school,, etc. It goes on and on. I didn't often stop and just really enjoy where I was at in life. This is not a new revelation for me. I have thought about this many other times. I just seem to fall back onto the same rut though. This time I was working with my 5 year plan. You know, in 5 years Leon will be old enough for social security and Medicare, the house will be paid for, etc. Once again I found myself feeling like I could hardly wait to retire. Yes, I feel overwhelmed at work a lot, but it is a good job and I love my coworkers. And I don't really know what I would rather xdo. I just have to find a way to deal with the stress. How do I make myself feel less stress. I have to think a lot about this again!!!